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PANIC at the Disco

and the disco is here.

We don’t have anyone to watch Asher when I go back to work. NO ONE. I must with hold numerous details about why (and yes, me procrastinating is one of them) but I honestly feel sick about this. SICK

I have an “ad” on care.com and we interview someone tomorrow. I am so hopeful, and fearful. Would you trust this sweet little face with just anybody?

(That’s his “who, me?” face as he splashes half his bath water onto the kitchen floor)

I am once again rearranging furniture, cleaning and purging. Why?

“When I cannot bear outer pressures anymore, I begin to put order in my belongings…As if unable to organize and control my life. I seek to exert this on the world of objects.”

-Anais Nin, The Diary of Anais Nin

I honestly could NOT put it better, that is exactly what I do. If I’ve been re-arranging furniture, watch out. Something is brewing…

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