and the disco is here.
We don’t have anyone to watch Asher when I go back to work. NO ONE. I must with hold numerous details about why (and yes, me procrastinating is one of them) but I honestly feel sick about this. SICK
I have an “ad” on care.com and we interview someone tomorrow. I am so hopeful, and fearful. Would you trust this sweet little face with just anybody?
(That’s his “who, me?” face as he splashes half his bath water onto the kitchen floor)
I am once again rearranging furniture, cleaning and purging. Why?
“When I cannot bear outer pressures anymore, I begin to put order in my belongings…As if unable to organize and control my life. I seek to exert this on the world of objects.”
-Anais Nin, The Diary of Anais Nin
I honestly could NOT put it better, that is exactly what I do. If I’ve been re-arranging furniture, watch out. Something is brewing…